Kikariz-Stock

I finally decided to publicly reveal my official new account. I will now be posting art on Kawiku.

Please, respect that I do not want to discuss about my deactivation on Kikariz, or about anything else related to this old account.
Thank you

I decided I would still keep updating this account, I will continue to upload free stock images and textures.

I guess I'm ready to give it another try. I finally decided to open a new account. I won't link it publicly for multiple reasons, but I won't hide it either. If you really want to know what is my new account, send me a note about it.

First of all, I would like to remind that English is not my first language, so it's highly possible that some things are not explained very clearly, but I will do my best.

I will try to keep it short. I simply want to do something that I should had done long time ago. I'm sorry that it took so much time, I was not ready. I don't care about the negative things that some of you may think of me now after what I did, it's too late now and nobody can change it anyway

I thought I should write something before suddenly vanishing. Took me while to decide if I should do it or not, at first I just wanted to completely disappear, but I thought it would be a good thing to explain some things before, because many of you have been asking questions and never got any official answers and some people even worried from getting no replies and from all the rumors that have been going around.

So, the main question is;
Why did I deactivated my account Kikariz?
I can't really find a specific reason about this. But it was mostly because of popularity and all the negative things that resulted from it. I didn't like it at all, I was not proud of the reputation that I had on that account at all. I was stuck in a vicious circle of things that never ended. Every times I tried to explain something, some people misunderstood a part of it and turned it against me. And there were many other reasons too, but I can't think about everything, I was so stressed about it all the time.

So I just erased everything without even taking the time to think about it. No, I wasn't drunk when I did it, It was really sudden, what is surprising is that the day before I was scared to get my account deactivated by a "hacker", I can't even remember what I was thinking when I did that. It was not just because of the previous journals, but everything in general. I do not regret it. I learned from my mistakes and I don't want to have to deal with it again.

Kikariz is gone now, Kikariz was Kikariz. There is no "Kikariz 2" or anything like that. I had many experiences since I left, I made many errors that I learned from, I'm not the same person anymore. I don't want to be associated with that name again. I got many people thinking that other deviants where me, three of them from what I know so far. I'm not going to point anyone specific, since it's not necessary and could only cause problems. Kikariz is no one, just one of many deviants from the past that will be forgotten.

Many people will probably misunderstood a few part of it and turn it against me, like always. But I don't care. I wrote it for those who cared about knowing what happened to me, if you don't care, then I don't care about what you think.

Also, IMPORTANT. If you bought a commission from Kikariz Send me a note here so we can discuss about it.

I may write another journal another time, I feel like there are some things that I forgot to write about. I will probably create a new account sometime and link it here, but I'm not ready for it yet.

I created a stock account to share free textures and resources for you to use. Please, let me know if you use my stocks.

My main account is Kikariz